crushing
It’s like I’m 14 years old and I have the biggest crush on the older guy in my woodworking class. (I use this example because there was such a guy, not because woodworking is a common place to meet cute guys.) I see him come in the door and I can feel myself trembling slightly. I’m so excited I’m nervous. Unlike high school, I am able to talk to him, but probably end up talking too much due to nerves.
The first time this happened (the trembling i mean) I was so shocked with myself. Where did this come from? It certainly wasn’t the first time I spoke with him, and I was okay then. But since then, every time I’ve seen him (3 times now) my hands shake and I just feel so weird. I love it, I have to say. It doesn’t matter if I ever go out with him. I haven’t felt this crush feeling in so long… I love it. I love imagining whatever I want and daydreaming. Nothing can ever ruin a perfect non-existant relationship.
3 years ago • Notes